Showing posts with label Weird. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Weird. Show all posts

Monday, July 29, 2013

The Summer Workshop Series, or, Summer Camp for Adults

After keeping this blog for the past two years, I still have not arrived at the meaning of The Weird. (Which is fine with me; The Weird is naturally inscrutable to some extent.) But even worse, I have not yet even attempted to parse the meaning of making which is The Weird's sister concept here.

The Oxford English Dictionary tells me that "to make" is a transitive verb with Germanic roots:


The word is associated with creation and the outcome of creative labor, especially labor done with the hands. Other definitions include artistic representation and composition, raising a crop to maturity, and mating.

In order to think about making, I have organized a series of workshops that explore a variety of creative endeavors and handmade crafts. I began by teaching a workshop on container gardening in which we got our hands deep into the dirt of making as a life-creating, life-sustaining activity. Like summer camp for adults, these workshops are fun social events, and force us out of our daily habits. I have loved being in the presence of open minds as a group of participants stumble their way through a new skill. Having to adopt the beginner's mind has been humbling for me, but also thrilling as I have been able to observe and participate in the making process. And like Ringo Starr, I get by with a little help from my friends who have taught workshops on bookbinding, home brewing, and crochet:


Journals made in Ashley Maher's coptic stitch bookbinding workshop


Ben Trumbo adds malt extract to the home brew; Dennis Hoppe pours the wort into 
a glass carboy for fermentation; labels for the Make It Weird workshop beer designed by Ben.


Happy people, about to learn how to crochet at Cate Williamson's workshop.

Bookbinding and crochet required particularly intense levels of concentration, while container gardening and home brewing were more lighthearted, conversational affairs. (The crochet workshop has made a crochet addict of me, but more on that in a future post.) If you would like to explore making during the summer that remains, please join us for workshops on poker, beading, and electronic music. Sorry, workshops are not currently open to the public, but if you are a friend of mine (or a friend of a friend), check out the remaining workshops here.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Leisurely Labor, Laborious Leisure

It’s May Day! The day before my birthday! The pagan fertility holiday! International Workers’ Day! And as I draw (sort of) nearer to the end of my career as a graduate student, I have been exploring career options, soul searching, and imagining what my life might be like  when my doctoral degree is proverbially in hand (but really hanging on my wall). In short, I have been thinking about labor: What is it? How is it compensated? What “counts” as legitimate labor in the world I inhabit? I have more or less decided that I do not want to follow in the footsteps of Professor X, but am still uncertain about what kind of labor I would like to engage in, or what I want to be when I grow up.

Labor: The word implies difficult work, putting a great deal of effort into something. But it is also the term for the process of child birth, suggesting that while labor is difficult and even painful, it is also productive, vital.

The carpenter labors. We know, because we can see the house he has built. We hear him driving nails, see his back bend beneath the weight of boards and bricks. We can quantify his work, and reimburse him with a paycheck. We understand the labor that others do by the products they create and through our imaginative empathy for their efforts. When we benefit from someone else’s labor, are we not grateful? Within that very sentiment, we acknowledge and affirm our own belief that labor is the not-fun, not-pleasant enemy of leisure. But are we right to do so?

Leisure: Free time, in the sense of being both unoccupied and unpaid. What we do at our leisure, we do for our own enjoyment, for the pleasure it brings us. These activities are their own reward, or so we are told.

But labor and leisure are a false dichotomy that is based on the way that others compensate us for our time. What if I write a magazine article, and I put a great deal of effort or labor into it, but I also enjoy that effort? Maybe the story I craft becomes a blueprint of narrative in my reader’s imagination. Perhaps I select and join my words in such a way that they are like irregular stones which are cemented together, forming a firm foundation upon which a literary image can be built. If I do this for free (like I do in this blog), is this a laborious leisure activity? If I get paid to write the article, is it leisurely labor? This blog: what is it? If you read it, and you gain some pleasure or insight from the text, are you not glad that you have read it? Are you not also grateful (as you would be to the carpenter) that you did not have to do the writing (or building) yourself?

Monday, March 25, 2013

Snow in Bloom

It's a cliche about Midwesterners that we love to talk about the weather. Although, when it goes from a sunny seventy degrees to a snowstorm in the space of a few hours, I think that is genuinely interesting. So I'm going to fulfill the cliche and talk about the weather. But this isn't a tale of intemperate change; this is a tale of The Spring That Would Not Arrive, and why that non-arrival is also amazing

This year, winter in St. Louis has been unexceptional. It has been cold, but not frigid. Snowfall has been rare, but we have had more than our share of cloudy days. Gloomy is a word that comes to mind. More than a few times in the past months I have found myself wondering if Fenrir The Wolf had finally succeeded in killing the gods.

Midwest Ragnarok with Train Window (2013)

The Spring Equinox came and went in much the same manner. While we waited for daffodils to unfold their golden faces, our consternation grew. We are hardy Midwestern people, but we have been ready to plant our gardens for several weeks now. The undergraduates at my university have been yearning to run barefooted through the quad, tossing frisbees and shouting, "COLLEGE!" But just when we had reached our collective breaking points, when we could wait no more, the weather gods came back to life, and produced a "bloom" of snow ...


... Proving that even the cruelest deities have a sense of humor. I might be in the minority opinion here, but I find this springtime snowfall to be magical. (Full disclosure: I like a cold snowy winter as much as I like a balmy summer.) For a few days, at least, the seasons fight back against the homogeneous empty time of the calendar, letting their frozen freak flag fly, so to speak. Two years ago we were graced with a similar late March snowstorm. It was amazing. I tell everyone about it. It was one of my favorite days of all time.

March Snow with Crab Apple Blossoms (2011)

Snow and ice clinging to those desperate blossoms is a rare sight, one that I dream about. It was such a delight to photograph them Also, and less poetically perhaps, I built a zombie snowman. Which is just plain awesome.

Night of the Living Dead Snowman (2011)


Monday, December 24, 2012

The Story of Outerspace Future Xmas: My Happy Holiday Card To You!

Happy holidays: ALL THE HOLIDAYS!

Merry Christmas, Freaky Festivus, Happy Belated Hannukah, Happy Early Kwanza, A Very Merrily Anticipated Boxing Day, Hooray for the world not ending on December 21st, & all the rest...

So whatever you might be celebrating, please don't forget to enjoy hyperbolic aesthetic audacity, the joy of friends, family, and all the utterly weird and wonderful things that we do before returning to sober sanity in January.

That means, this is the time of year when we contemplate The Story of Outerspace Future Xmas . . .


On a frozen night late in December, a mysterious, but beautiful light was pulsating in the sky, it's colored rays reflected and refracted by ice crystals high in the atmosphere . . .


Being drawn to that spectral light, three quantum entities arrived from light-millenia away. Having no earthly bodies, they silently uttered, "Take us to your leader," in some unspeakable paradox of language . . .


And demanded to see the newly supernova'd interstellar space baby, whose existence was utterly unknown to us . . .


They bore no gift of frankincense, but instead produced a glowing boombox, powered by neutrinos and black hole dust. And when they started up an interstellar supernova birthday disco dance party, it went a little something like this . . .



 Happy Holidays, Everyone!


Thursday, November 29, 2012

The Utterly Naïve "Artist" Redux: The Re-Artening

I'm pleased to announce that I'll be participating in my second art show this weekend; at the Des Lee Gallery, 1627 Washington Avenue in St. Louis. Another of my collages has been accepted in this year's Washington University graduate student art show, Parabola. The show opens Friday, 11/30 from 6pm-9pm, and can also be viewed on Saturday, 12/1 from 1pm-6pm.



If you're in St. Louis this weekend, please stop by. Parabola is always a fun event and here are some pictures of me and Laura Isaac arting it up at the show last year. (Photos courtesy of Laura Isaac, who is a fabulous artist; follow the link to check out her thoughtful and beautiful work).









If for some reason you can't attend the show--maybe you exist in some incompatible spatio-temporal dimension, or you have been called away on an urgent mission to forge peace in a war-torn land, or you can't walk because your bookie broke your legs (always pay the man on time!)--below you'll find a photographic facsimile of the collage I submitted, along with a description of the piece.




Dissertation Citation, mixed media collage, 9" x 12"

The academic dissertation is the culminating project in any Ph.D. program in the humanities. It must summarize and scrutinize the scholarship to date on the given topic, while also contributing some original and useful knowledge to the field. The writer accumulates knowledge, selects, cites, and interrogates the existing body of scholarship in order to construct this new work. Citations form the intellectual genealogy behind the dissertation; they are the breadcrumbs leading both writer and reader through the forest of research, thought, and literary labor that constitutes the Ph.D. 

Dissertation Citation is a mixed media collage that represents the intellectual work of dissertation writing. As a medium, collage is an act of visual citation. By selecting images and words from printed materials and arranging them in an original way, the collage recontextualizes familiar images and forms, inviting the viewer to scrutinize them with fresh eyes. It is a process of composition done via editing and creative reorganization. 

In Dissertation Citation, pages from magazines, business cards, maps, credit card receipts, museum tickets, advertisements, transit cards, and other ephemera constitute a series of frames within frames. Each layer becomes both an object of inquiry in itself, as well as a contextualizing frame through which to view the subsequent layers. Within the regimented rectangles, randomized bits of color and texture combine in surprising ways, forming unexpected symmetries and patterns. These layers emphasize the analytical rigor, as well as the creative serendipity, that are necessary to write the dissertation.

Friday, June 15, 2012

The New Weird, Or The New Normal?

Ever since the phrase "the new normal" entered the American mediascape following the 2008 economic crash, I have found it to be a curious phrase. No, more than curious, I have found it to be irksome. If you are of the opinion that humanity (and all that it creates) is a work-in-progress, then the phrase "the new normal" probably irritates you too. It carries with it a condescending sense of complacency, as though to say, "Hey, whoever you are, if you don't like the world and your role in it, just shut up. Get used to it. This is the way things are now, so don't go trying to change them."

The New Weird may not have been conceived in opposition to any idea of "the new normal," but in practice these two strike me as opposites. Now I would be lying if I tried to suggest that I have ever thought of The New Weird as a program for social change. For me, it has always been related to the mindset and perceptions of individuals (although I concede that if enough individuals change their mindsets some change might occur on a social level). I still think of The New Weird as a way to become more attuned to the miraculous weirdness that already exists in the world around us. A way to see ourselves and each other better, and in seeing better, we might also do better. Whether that doing is related to making art or making social policy makes no difference to me.

Existing as I do in an ongoing state of revulsion toward the phrase "the new normal," imagine the delight I must have felt when I happened upon this title of a recent article by Mark Spitzer in The Chronicle of Higher Education: "The New Weird: What happens to literary realism when the truth is stranger than fiction?" Go ahead, imagine it: the discovery of a fellow weirdo, someone completely unknown to me who is also writing about The New Weird. Jubilation!

Spitzer teaches creative writing at the University of Central Arkansas, where he instructs his students to combine elements of the normal and the weird in their writing. In this article in the Chronicle he describes some of his theories and methods. In it, he also argues that contemporary American readers have lost their taste for realist literature, because the world we live in is already outrageously unbelievable. Today, he suggests, only the unusual can hold our attention. Spitzer writes:

"Basically, a new chapter has been opened in American lit. This is no longer a world where ordinary peasants visiting elderly relatives with tuberculosis can be endured for 900 Dostoevskian pages. This is a world of action, explosions, conspiracy, war, porn, plastic surgery, rovers on Mars, and Olympic champs smoking bongs on YouTube. Anything less is just plain boring."

Now as a lifetime member of the Hyperbole Fan Club, I understand where Spitzer is coming from. The unreal, the exaggerated, the nonsequitur, the unbelievable is incredibly enticing to me. And I like my cultural products to be just as big, loud, fast, and obnoxious as the next American. But something in Spitzer's argument still strikes me as curious, even irksome. He suggests that contemporary writers have no choice but to be intentionally, transparently, and outrageously weird because they must compete with contemporary news media for their readership. Journalists, he says, have an infinite stream of weirdness to work with. They simply have to record it, while fiction writers have to go out of their way to make up something weird enough to match reality.

Yes, the world is weird, the world is surprising, the world is constantly changing in unexpected ways. But Spitzer neglects to mention that thorough, objective journalism is a minority voice in the contemporary news media. He seems to forget that what passes for journalism these days is more likely to be CNN-style 24-hour infotainment, which is hyperbolic precisely because it has been engineered to be, and not because the events reported on are necessarily epic in nature. In fact, cable news has made an art of hyperbole, turning the absolutely banal into what seems like the most important thing in the world.

And I would argue that Spitzer's approach to fiction writing follows suit. He isn't teaching his creative writing students how to observe the world with a weird eye, and to craft their writing in such a way that others might catch a glimpse of that weirdness. Rather, he instructs them to juxtapose the quotidian with the fantastic, the fabulous, the strangely shocking. Like cable news, it might pass for entertainment, and it might hold a reader's attention. But this kind of writing will not help that reader to gain any new insights into the world she lives in. And for this reason, Spitzer's version of The New Weird seems tawdry to me, superficial, and an unfortunate waste of artistic and intellectual potential.

I maintain that weirdness is more than a fleeting entertainment. It is, I think, a creative approach to critical thinking, and a willingness to open the mind's eye to any and all questions. It is a way to  welcome for consideration the most unlikely thoughts, the morally ambiguous, the previously unaccepted or unacceptable. Weirdness is a way to challenge the status quo of narrow minded thought in any of its various guises. And within the outsider space of "weirdness" we are free to question the underlying assumptions of what passes for normality.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Professor X and Student Z: A Weird Academic Discourse, Or, A Very UnEnlightened Exchange

Oh Noble Reader! Please know that of what follows: All is true. For the mind yet unsullied by graduate school and the lice-ridden Underbelly of the Academy, read no further, lest your Purest Humanity be corrupted by this all-too faithful depiction of Vice and Cruelty. If, Dear Reader, you have already Fallen into that deep abyss of Highest Education, continue on, and heed not the Example of Professor X.

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Dear Professor X,
I am eager to schedule the exam for which I have been preparing these several months. I propose date A or date B; please let me know if either of these are amenable.
Best Wishes,
Student Z

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Dear Student Z,
Exam? Please visit my office so that I can evaluate your level of preparation. Because you have failed to email me as often as I had anticipated, and because I set expectations about your email communications and still chose not to communicate those expectations to you, I had assumed you had left the university.
Best,
Professor X

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Dear Professor X,
Please accept my sincere apologies for failing to adhere to your expectations for email communication. I have been in contact with Professor B, who I assumed was also in contact with you. It seems like we both made some incorrect assumptions! Wait, you assumed that I had dropped out of school? I find it insulting that you assumed that I had abdicated my responsibilities, rather than assuming that I had my nose buried in books, and that I was focused on my studies. Also, I can't believe that you would assume that I had dropped out of school, and that you made no effort to find out why or if you could help get me back on track. Please do not be offended, but I am not entirely sure that you are human. Or at least not human in the way that other humans might recognize.
Sincerely and apologetically,
Student Z

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Dear Student Z,
You are insulted? I don't see that you have a right to be pissed at me. I am the one who has a right to be pissed. You did not conform to my secret email standards. I do not understand your approach to graduate school. This is very serious business. I'll have you know that people speak very highly of me. Very highly. I work with lots of people. I do not understand why you think that you have a right to have feelings. Furthermore, I do not understand your suggestion that I am inhuman. What am I, a computer? I will have you know that people speak very highly of me.
Agitatedly,
Professor X

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Dear Professor X,
Nevermind that I am not pissed and that you are putting words in my mouth. Disappointed and confused? Certainly. May I please implore you to, once again, accept my sincerest apology and inquire how I might mend the situation. I do not intend to fight with you about this. I also speak very highly of you. [Thinking: I also feel somewhat sorry for you, if a lowly graduate student such as myself can offend you to such a degree. I am sorry that you studied at University D with Professor J, and that you will probably never reach his level of notoriety. It is clear that you care greatly about your reputation. I am sorry that providing pragmatic and useful guidance to your students is a task that seems to be beneath you. I am sorry that we are misunderstanding each other so completely.]
Best Wishes,
Student Z

PS Can I please schedule my exam, so that I can get on with my research?

Monday, January 2, 2012

The New Weird is Dead, Long Live the New Weird!

An Open Letter to 2011:

What happens to a year on December 31? On January 1? Does anything ever really begin and end there?

So dear 2011, you, who I have affectionately christened "The New Weird," come to an end. My Big Lebowski calendar has been replaced by one called Magnificent Specimens, which features photographs of eccentric men's facial hair to last for the next twelve months. But what sort of ending is this anyway? While the calendar marks a certain transition, others might be harder to detect. In my mind, New Weird, you are not so much a period of time, but a state of being. You are an embracing of art, a willingness to ask the unasked questions, and a glancing sideways at the world around you. So on this new year, I wish The New Weird a happy birthday, and look forward to your second chapter. Hopefully one of many to come.

My friend Ben Trumbo has already given your second phase some marching orders. New Weird, now you have an official slogan: "2012: Freaky Awesome!" And also a motto: "Suck it up and party." Interpret these however you will. But whatever your interpretation, Happy New Year, Happy New Weird, and may we all revel in your freaky awesome weirdness!

Photo courtesy of Ben Trumbo (2011).
Click here to check out some more of his freaky awesome work.

Friday, December 23, 2011

Technicolor Space Boobs Redux (My Weird Holiday Gift To You)

December is . . . the season for technicolor space boobs!!!




And no matter which December holidays you celebrate (or don't), I believe that decorating one's living space with a bunch of crazy colored twinkle lights makes the world a better place. I mean, it can't really hurt, right? Apart from the increased electric bill and the impending doom of the planet due to fossil fuel induced global warming. But that's where LEDs come in. These strings of light emitting diodes not only use less electricity than conventional xmas lights, they contribute a whole new kind of weird to the holidays. Behold...




Last year marked my induction into the LED xmas light fan club, when I discovered that the Home Depot brand lights cast crazy colored circles all over the place. This year, in addition to the tree, the technicolor space boobs have also colonized my front porch in the form of icicle lights. I attempted to capture their glory in video form, but it was unsuccessful. Maybe this time next year I will have learned how to take a decent movie of my beloved lights. In the meantime, here's a video of someone else's totally insane exterior light display. Happy Weird Holidays!! 

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Recognition! or, The Utterly Naïve "Artist"

Now this is really weird: On December 2, 2011 I will be participating in my first art show at a gallery. One of my collages has been selected for display in a graduate student art show at Washington University in St. Louis. Here is some more information about the show. It is open on December 3 as well.

If you are in St. Louis that weekend, please stop by and see me performing the role of "artist." I am still not sure what this word means, or whether I can be comfortable self-applying it. But I am choosing not to worry about that right now. If you cannot be in St. Louis that weekend (and I can think of no reason why you wouldn't), you can see the piece that will be on display below, along with the explanatory blurb I composed about it for the occasion.



“Your Beautiful Exploding Cerebrum”

            The human cerebrum: home of language, sensory perception, memory and knowledge. As a student and instructor of literature, my work seeks to engage these critical areas as they have been expressed in language across time and culture. My research asks the question: How does literary fiction represent and embody the operations of the human mind, including memory and the imagination? My work analyzes twentieth-century novels written in English and French, which trace a narrative of Transatlantic travels and find the Caribbean as a point of convergence. 
            In “Your Beautiful Exploding Cerebrum,” Caribbean corals mimic the intricate folds of the human brain. Books glow with the illuminating power of the island sun, and also form an arm from which a rebellious hand emerges. A woman expresses her mission: “Freedom Thru Books Not Murder,” an appeal to language, art, and reason over hate and violence.
In a period of history possessed by international terrorism and economic disaster, the study of literature might seem to be a frivolous, academic indulgence. However, the novels I study—primarily written by members of the African diaspora—show us that literature, artistic expression, and the life of the mind each plays a role in the quest for liberty, self-determination, and social harmony. These concerns also lie at the core of the university’s educational mission. I ask my undergraduate students to engage literature as a way to productively “explode” their own cerebrums, in order to better understand the way that we all interact with language and thought on a daily basis.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Weird Travels

I know, Dear Reader, you probably find the title of this post to be reductive, redundant, or both.   Reductive, because travel is one of those richly rewarding experiences that I cannot represent accurately using a single adjective.  Redundant, because travel gives us access to a globe of possibilities and (after all) one human's quotidian is another human's weird.  This post, however, will treat a particular subset of travel: the weird in-between world of the tourist experience.  Existing in a temporary limbo in which she is neither at home nor truly abroad, the tourist packs a bag full of dreams and heads off into a kind of parallel universe.  Thanks to the Houston airport baggage claim for making visible the glowing oddity of tourist travel:


Upon arrival in the unknown locale, this parallel universe might seem normal enough.  The laws of physics remain in place; gravity still keeps her feet rooted to the ground.* Faces and food stuffs might seem uncannily similar to the ones she left at home, but also not quite right all at the same time.  The bed in the hotel room seems normal enough.  So does the water in the tap, but something tells her vulnerable digestive system not to drink it.  The towels are still towels, in substance, but they look like this:


She would never mistake towels for fish at home.  But then, she spends such little time thinking about towels, which occupy her cognitive space in proportion to their functionality.  Do they need to be laundered?  Are they waiting for her when she gets out of the shower?  They rarely ever sprout fins . . . at home.

This uncanny sense that the familiar has become foreign is, I think, one of the most interesting aspects of the tourist experience.  And it is most certainly weird.  Don't get me wrong: sight seeing is lovely; encountering new places and people is not only exciting but essential to the maintenance of one's humanity; practicing a foreign language is a humbling and thrilling challenge.  But being forced to reconsider the basics of daily life can cause us to notice them in more detail than we otherwise would.  Can cause us to discover just how unfamiliar they really are. (Like towels... If you live a towel-less lifestyle, substitute some other object.  Maybe a thimble, wooden spoon, or crescent wrench... I don't know what you do at home.)  

There can be a kind of psychic violence in this.  After all, where does it end?  If towels can become unfamiliar, unreliable, perhaps other things can as well.  Perhaps the tourist might find that in this new place, she will become utterly unfamiliar to herself.  While my own recent vacation days in Mexico were spent in relaxing beachy bliss, I had uncharacteristically violent dreams each night.  Normally my subconscious is more Jarmusch than Peckinpah, but this was a solid week of nightly slasher films.  Was this touristic revelation of the daily weird causing a nocturnal mind-war?  I guess it could just as easily have been brought on by my weirdly handless new amiga:


But maybe not.  I brought these gorgeously weird amigos home with me, and my dreams have returned to their typical pacifism:



Here at home, where my brain can safely assume that a towel is just a towel, I suspect that my mind ceases to make war on itself.

And you, Dear Reader, what experiences and thoughts (weird or otherwise) have crossed your path during this summer travel season?  Leave a comment below, and let's compare weird notes.

For some weird photos of the beach in Playa del Carmen, click here.  May your own travels be weird and wonderful!

*Except in the case of interstellar tourism.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Trombone Flamethrower? Yes Please!

This isn't one of my projects, but it is so amazing that I have to share it with you all.  The Riverfront Times got me hip to this, so props to them and even more props to the crazy kids who made the incendiary instrument.



I especially like the slow-motion sequence at the end of the video.

No. It's not sophisticated, it's not subtle.  And I've never been much of a trombone fan (even though my grandfather was an avid player and went by the moniker "Clyde the Slide").  But I have always found fire to be weird and wonderful.  And fire in unexpected settings is particularly irresistible.  Trombone Flamethrower definitely gets the Make It Weird seal of approval!